didn’t get the house yet again.
starting the process of looking again. Now interest rates are raising and it stanks.
I’m still in the grieving process, so nothing looks good when I am comparing to my dream house. Sean said today I need to stop comparing to the past house. And I told him that’s like if he died, and I went out looking for a new man 6 days later and didn’t even have him on my mind. He thinks thats a ridiculous comparison. I think he just doesn’t understand my deepness. 
